short update

hello and welcome

I haven’t updated in awhile cause my life has been so crazy with the whole break up iv been a compleat and utter mess, but I’m back taking baby steps and day by day so sorry for the lack of post iv also been working 7 days a week 10 hours a day.

So I have been weighing myself every Friday like I said I would and been keeping a record to tell you guys even tho I haven’t been posting. I think in the last post I was 66.4 I have been stuck at 66.4 and 66.6 like come on devils number much,  iv been eating well and working out and nothing for the last month just floating between those number. then last Friday I wasn’t even going to jump on cause I just felt like it was going nowhere and i was over it and I wanted to give up cause I was stuck, but I did it anyway and low and behold bitches in 64.7 and this morning I jumped on cause I was curious, fucken boom 62.0kg  I jumped on like 5 times and made sure it was legit and each time it read 62.0 I don’t get it at all but I’m not complaining I’ll take it! so I’m happy with that 45kg is getting closer.

 

oh, guy’s guesses what!!! I got a kitten his name is Felix and he’s amazing!  if you like you can follow us on by clicking >> Instagram << I don’t show any weight loss pics or stories on there this is my only weight lost adventure page,  it’s just a little perv into my life if you wanna see the face behind the blog. it’s a bunch of random ass stuff but feel free to follow me ill follow back always.

 

 

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Today’s a Hard Day

hello, my lovely’s

just a little update since I feel like I NEED  to write!

Today has just been horrible I feel like crap my heads all blocked again i cant think clear and just BLAAHHH and I look and feel like iv put on weight.

I have a day off work today and I went out for an hour walk this morning have drunk 2  1.5 bottles of water so far. iv done cleaning and washing and then fell asleep 45 mins,  I’ve woke up and cooked my lunch for tomorrow for work it is now 2:52pm, this daylight saving has really messed with me this year. iv kinda eating crap today  I’m really good with self-control but today oh lord I’ve had a chocolate muffin, ice cream, chips  (school snack ones) toast with butter. one slice of pizza. BAD LIL!

so to try and get me out of this weird blocked headspace I’m going to go work out for a bit get some sweat going, see if that helps.

I’m also going to get my eyes checked out tomorrow afternoon cause I may or may not need glasses.

until next time

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A Life Lessons: Love & Loss

Hello lovelies
What a week from hell this has been. I spent the weekend with my bf came home Monday night get home to unpack and I get a message from a random girl asking if this was my boyfriend. And low and behold it was he was on a dating site and was chatting up girls like horrible dirty revolting thing’s and she wasn’t impressed she sent me screenshots of the whole thing that made me sick! So that night I ended a 5-year relationship and now he asking forgiveness saying it was “nothing”
Anyway, I might make Fridays my weight in day, last time I weighed in I was 68 legs well I jumped on the scales and I was shocked I had to jump on three times to make sure it said 66.40kg!!
Holy Molly, I was so shocked and happy I’m slowly dropping weight. So I put this into the app I have on my phone “weight& BMI” it record my weight threw my adventure I love this app so much not so the adds that come with it.
I’m over the moon it may only be a couple of kgs but that’s better than putting it on.

 

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Work Out DVD & Green Tea

Hello lovelies I weighed myself this morning I started off at 68.8kgs, this morning I jumped on my weight watchers scales ( i was so excited to get these scales, I was like a kid going to Disney World! )  and it read 68.0kgs I’m happy with that, ill take it, winning! this last week has been a […]

My dogs a weirdo

Once in a while, we are gifted by the gods, we are gifted a little bit of heaven it has four legs, a waggy tail and a cold wet nose with personality exploding at the seams ready to love you to their last breath and beat of the heart.

The Dog they come in all shapes, sizes, colors and have their individual’s personality that makes us love them even more. I happen to have the weirdest dog but I love her.

Tink

I got Tinkabella almost two years ago, she is a black and white foxy and by far the weirdest dog I have ever meet and owned. You would be standing in the kitchen or living room or anywhere really, and she will come and launch herself at your feet and slide over them or just come up and flop on your feet ” The Tink Flop” lay on her back and just stare up at you with her mouth open and tongue out the side with a “what ya doing” expression. She loves to just lay on her back around the house too in different place’s threw out the house you walk in and she outside the bathroom, or in the kitchen, living room ANYWHERE just laying around acting dead, and she tries to trip you up, I went to the loo and it was 3 in the morning and I turn off the lights and I literally trip over her cause she right there outside the door waiting… playing dead at 3 in the morning!!

She just lays around on her back like a weirdo playing dead. She is way to smart for her own good if you have money in your pocket and you happen to get up and say the magic word in our house “are you ready” she runs out by the car all ready to go, then you have to try and catch her, but she learned to stay home now which is good we just tell her to stay home and look after the old dog which is our 18-year-old foxy gypsy and she goes to find gypsy and sits alongside her. Don’t even get me started on bath time WW3!

Tink & The Rat

For the past 3 weeks, she has been hunting around the veggie garden looking for this rat now I haven’t seen this rat but she knows there is a rat there, last week I’m outside having my morning tea when she is rummaging about in dads veggie garden. She’s making a lot of sounds so this got the cat to come along to see what was happing, Tink must have flushed the rat from where it was hiding and the cat saw this and now joined in the hunt for the rat. Tink and the cat have teamed up to get this rat now they were to busy looking on the ground and didn’t see it run up the tree and hide in the bird feed plate above them, this was the first time I saw it and it was huge!! the size of large rock melon, so I got the cat and showed her the rat she locks on to it, I put her down and she started making this weird chatty sound, Tink come out of the bush and she knows straight away the cats found it

Tink is up on her hind legs trying to find it and the cat launches up the tree and the rat goes flying off the bird feeder and into the grapevine !!! and like a flash of light tink driving in and is in full hunt mode, she wants this rat the game is on! the cats in the bush with tink they really want this rat its been annoying them for the last 3 weeks.

Now my beloved dog gypsy she is getting old she’s deaf and her sight is around 40% she just comes doodling along has no idea what’s going on she’s just happy in her own world, so I’m patting her we having a little cuddle, she puts her nose to the air she’s found the scent! and she’s away! she finds the others and now she’s joined in on the rat hunt. so now 3 of them are all hyped up in hunting mode… dad walks out and he asked what all the crazy sounds are about I said they found the rat he rolls his eyes and walks to feed the birds.

So this has been my pets high light at home. They haven’t found the rat yet, so it’s an ongoing hunt iv seen the rat 5 times since then and so have the hunters the cat seems to do night shift while the dogs do the day shift when they finally do get this rat they will be so bored and try to find something else to hunt. There does happen to be male pheasant around the yard, they have attempted to get him, he’s to fast but that doesn’t stop them from trying….. till then

To gym or Not To Gym?

Hello lovelies

I was at work today and it got rather quiet and when this happens my mind wonders, now this got me thinking about my weight loss so I need to go to a gym? I live 45 minutes from the city we have a little gym here I could join up but do I really NEED to go to the gym do I have the time? And can I afford the gym to lose weight? Then I realised my work is a gym in its own way.

I work in a pack house packing kiwifruit in which then get’s sent out all over the world…. anyway I’m standing there waiting for the fruit I’m looking around watching the people I work with I’m watching and they are lifting, squatting, reaching repeating and pulled pellets witch are heavy, we do this all day 7 days 8 hours a day, in my daily job we are without even knowing it lifting, squatting and pushing about 5kg- 20kgs all day 7 days a week 8 hours a day…. and you sweat like a mad person cause it gets so hot. There are about 4 water stations there is a water lady that goes around filling up the water coolers 10+ times a day she is a hero! If it is a full on day and we are pushing the fruit threw to meet a deadline it gets crazy and those water stations are always full.

I have found a loophole I don’t have to pay a signup fee or pay each month, in a way, I’m getting paid to lose weight for 4 months straight all I have to do is pre-workout in the mornings before and after work at home & eat healthy threw out the weeks my fitness is sorted for the next 4 months

Now a lot can happen within those 4 months I can either go 2 ways I lose weight or gain hopefully loose. I need to lose 68.2 lbs all together so if I can lose 22lbs that would be amazing but will see how it goes from there.
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YOLO moment…..

I was walking my dog this evening and we come across this lady with spoodle (cocker spaniel x poodle) we got talking about our dogs while we watch them play Tinkerbelle was having a blasting zooming around playing chase with her dog which was named jack this lady was in sporty active wear and had a cap on hair pulled back in a ponytail and of cause had the “Fit bit” on. Tink and myself continued with our hour walk and the whole way home I was having a serious conversation in my head with myself about a fit bit.

Now when these first came out everyone was getting them they were all over TV, social media, magazines all my friends and family had them too and I’ve always wanted one cause they have intrigued me, with their little screens and all the things you can do with them, I wanted one but it was more of a “want” more than a “need” I live my life by this rule when out shopping and in life, I always ask myself is it a NEED or a WANT this saves me about 99% of the time from buying stupid shit I don’t NEED then there is that 1% that ever so often gets its way the “fuck it you only live once”…….. Well I am now the new owner of a fit bit yep I went on eBay and got me a fit bit and I am so happy!

IV also hopeful found a weight loss shake I’ll tell you more about this on the next blogs.

Weight loss & Tea

Hello and happy Easter to everyone! Today I am going to be talking about Tea because Tea is amazing and I love Tea! Did you know tea helped me lose 10-15 kg in 3-5 months all I did was replaces sodas and juice and alcohol with tea!! worked out for 10mins a day or I went out and walked the dog which was much funnier than doing 20x squats 20x sit ups 20x jumping jacks repeating that 15 times, I rather go outside and go to the park and play tag with my dog and kick the ball around, in the end I lost the kgs!!! The main thing was I was active and getting that heart rate up and sweating it felt good!

I never knew how many kinds of teas there are out there in the big round world there are a lot! I only new of the ones we had for home which was bells tea or English breakfast I didn’t know about fruit teas, floral, green black, white, oolong teas just to name some, till I start my weight loss it’s like a door was opened for me, I lost this weight when I was 22 years old I’m now 26 and have gained all the weight I lost and more!! the BMI chart says that I am “obese” for my height now I’m 31kg over my healthy weight this is shocking, horrible and I’m not happy with this result!!! so I’m going to do something about it today! No more sodas, takeaways, junk food, no more alcohol, no more chocolates!

I don’t like drinking water you may laugh at me but I can’t drink water by itself it has to be mixed with something like lemon or some sort of flavour other than ” water flavour” so flavoured teas helped me out a lot when I lost the 10-15 kg

So I’ll just do what I did before till I’m down to my goal weight. Do my 20x work out drink my tea, I know it will take me time and I’ll have my slip ups but I’ll get back on track I’m ok with that, I don’t want an overnight skinny body cause there is no such thing and that just not healthy everyone is different when it comes to losing weight for some it long hard and other fast and easy.

so this blog lifestyle will turn into a weight loss/health/beauty blog

Your welcome to follow along and see how I’m going. by October I’d like to be close to my ideal weight 48 -49kgs right now I’m 68kgs so let the Adventure begin!!

My Monday

Had a few too many wines last night so feeling it today! Get home drop my job application off waiting to hear back this week yay! Working in a Lab.

Go back home tink is over the moon to see me its only been two days but feel like forever when I’m away from her. So gypsy and her are all happy I’m home, Monday’s I clean my bird’s cage so I let them out in my room while I go and clean their cage they love out of the cage time get to fly around and explore. Cage is all clean bring it back input some food on top and water and fruit and some veggies for them to eat threw out the day till bedtime later tonight.

My birds are flying around in my room exploring everything getting into trouble little shits ….. I try to take a nap in the afternoon…… that’s not happening I have birds walking over me, screaming over me on my headboard, playing in my hair …Yer I’m not napping today.

So I get up and go to YouTube and put some relaxing classical music on sure enough my birds start singing and start relaxing its chill time…..so I thought chicken and Turkey decided that their seed is better on the carpet than on top of the cage in a bowl and there they are kicking seed onto the carpet and jumping down and Eating it. Oh boy my birds can be a**holes some days but I love them and wouldn’t change anything 😍😄

The Journey Begins

Hello There!

Welcome to my Lil world of adventures.

About me:

{Childhood Days} My name is Lil I was born in Austraila but grew up and live in the wonderful New Zeland I grew up in NZ, I grew up in the far north, where it was only me and my father he was a farmer but is now retired. I was a country girl from a young age and still am now in my mid 20’s. we had all the farm animals you could think of over the years of living on the farm, we lived in a harbor on the west coast of the far north island on the waterfront of this quite hidden Gem I called home. On the weekend id go fishing, hunting, walking, and swimming, with my friend who lived just around the corner (literally).On weekdays I was up at 6 to get ready to go catch the bus to go to school not more than 80 kids maybe even less. School holidays I would go and stay with my cousins (5 of them) down in Napier, to be “socialized” I called it I didn’t mine I loved it down there, they are my sisters and brother but I did miss doing what I do best which was running amuck and been a wild child and been free with my friends back home, I was brought up as an only child so having my cousins around was full on never a dull moment when I stayed, so many fights and tears and screaming. My auntie is the BEST cook I shit you not her cooking is amazing and still is to this very day my favorite. I moved down and did some schooling in Napier. few years past and my cousin moved to Hamilton when I was about 13 I moved in with them and on school holidays went back home to the farm so it was like a boarding school but with family.

{TheTeen years}Dad sold the farm when I was 14, my father his new wife myself and the family dog move over to live in Austraila, sunshine coast Qld, I did my high schooling there I made and meet some amazing people while living there. Life over on the sunny coast was wonderful, sure there are snakes, spiders the size of dinner plants but it was worth the little scares once and awhile and it didn’t stop me from sneaking out at night running down the driveway in pitch black I don’t know how I didn’t see or get bit or step on a snake. we lived on a small rose farm in Eumundi where I grew a love for horse’s iv never had one before that when father brought me palomino I started horse riding with my best friend who is a crazy horse lady.

I spent 4 years living in Australia and it was the best 4 years of my life so far I love going back and seeing everyone and catching up on a holiday, we left Aussie in 2009.

{Adulting} Now making a life for myself in NZ since iv been back I have done some studied manly hospitality and found a new passion for floristry (dream job) was living for a few years in Hamilton where I did a floristry course I loved every moment of it now have move to the bay of plenty where I am currently started to start writing I don’t know if this would be read or not I don’t mine really

so that’s me in a nutshell if you wanna know more welcome to ask.

Thanks for joining me, until next time